Twilight/ Four christmases

AHHH! Twilight= soo good! Of course i bawled through the last half cuz i totally know what its like to be apart from the one you love! And when Edward said,"I will make it all better, Bella" Oh my gosh i totally lost it. Thank goodness that Morgan cries as much as me at movies so I dont feel like a freak.haha but it was sooo good:) I wanna see it again and again! Total Mg movie. Oh and Edwards jacket! Holy crap...I am getting one for Tim as soon as he gets back! Its so dang cute and Tim will make it look AMAZING! Ah I can just picture him in it now...ok gotta stop that. Ok I also saw Four Christmases! The beginning is totally something me and Tim would do!!!!! Pretend like we didnt know eachother and like we just met at the bar and act really crazy and rude to eachother then start kissing and come out of the bathroom together then look at all the crazy wierd looks we get from people.haha I cant wait for him to get back so we can do that:) oh joy! I went christmas shopping for him today. Gotta love Black Friday! I would say what he got but...he might come on here and peek so I cant. Sorry babe!! I found a cheaper and faster way to send his package so I dont have to send it til tomorrow and there will still be plenty of time for it to get there! I want him to open it right now! Such fun presents. I am making the cutest bag right now...its a black tote bag that has the chile flag on it and says Santiago on the top and W4AM on the bottom and on the back it says Elder Timothy Aaron Newton. Its pretty cute so far. Still in the process of making it though. Dang I Love that boy. And his family even though I still dont know what they think of me now...that they know the truth:/ But they will have to deal with me for forever so I hope they dont hate me...Im too afraid to text them or call them now.lol i will just wait for Tim to tell me what they say. Hes amazing...I Love Him!

Email DaysXD

Mondays= My favorite day of the week!! Oh jeeze his email today...was the best yet!! It just cleared up every question in my mind about our future. I actually didn't cry when I read this one(big suprise I know) before his emails...well we had some complications. It was stressful wasting out emails on trying to figure out our relationship and what we want but now everything is for sure. Im waiting the full two years for him. Ive made it 103 days already! Plus, there is no point in me not waiting because in the end I know it will be him. I dont know how he made me fall so hard for him but he did it. My friends know mondays are my email days so they always ask how he is doing and whats new. I also got a letter from him last Thursday. That made me cry. I could just feel the spirit and his Love in it. One of our seminary lessons the other day was about how we all have different obstacles in life and I couldnt help but choking up because every scripture we read are ones that I read when I am missing Tim. My favorite is D&C 121:7-9. Him being gone has made me want to be stronger in the church. I want to be able to have a chance against him in scripture chases, know all the stories in the scriptures, have a stronger testimony. He is doing so much for the church that is the least I can do. I remember one time a couple weeks before he left we went to Red Lobster( i hate seafood but told him i would go because i Love him) and our waitress was a really nice lady in her mid 40s. Tim tipped he well but I felt like she needed something more. So I pulled out a passalong card and stuck it behind his credit card. Tim just looked at me and smiled. She took the bill and we waited to see what her reaction would be. She came back with bill and a HUGE smile on her face...she said,"Thanks for the card. I will defianetaly check it out." We both felt so good after. I still wonder about her and how she is doing but I guess I will never know. To think that Tim does that everyday...I cant imagine how overwhelming and strong the spirit is. Him being a missionary has made me a stronger person too and I can not be more grateful for him. All the more reason to Love him:)

Still waiting...

3 months and still waiting. Sorry to tell you, most of you lost your bet. Yes, I still love him. Even though he is almost 3000 miles away. I go to bed thinking about him, wake up thinking about him, dream about him. Everything still reminds me of him...Fig Newtons, the color green, movie theaters, skittles chapstick. Distance makes Love stronger. Our Love will be stronger when he gets home in 21 months. He is everything: My boyfriend still, my Love still, my best friend still, my Yavon still, my dork still. Age doesn't, well shouldn't, matter. Its just a number. Im lucky to have found Love so young. We were a total accident... two friends who liked eachothers bestfriends. Didnt need a serious relationship at the time. But you cant stop Love. When we were together you could see it, we just worked. We are the 2 biggest dorks. Seriously, what other couple would paint their faces green and wear foil hats just because they wanted to walk through an airport pretending they were aliens? Yea Tim really is my other half. Talking on the phone everynight puts the true meaning into "your voice was the soundtrack of my summer" All the memories we have are framed like photographs in our minds. I will never forget our last night together...watching the sunset on a watertower. I brokedown and couldnt believe the time had actually come for him to leave. Yet, he still cheered me up by singing the goofiest song about our Love. Then the airport. I officially hate airports. In 21 months I will love them but that day, I relive it everyday. Our last kiss, our last touch, our last "I love you" in person. And of course i will never forget the suppose to be secret butt grab by him but his little brother saw. haha watching him go through security and walk away...I counted the steps he took til i could see him no more. 34. All our letters, emails, packages still show our Love. As much as I Love Him, there is no other place I would rather have him be. The people in Chile truly are blessed to have him teach them the Gospel to them. Im so proud of him and know he will be the best missionary he can be. Only one month til I get to hear his voice again!! He is worth waiting for...I Love him. End of story.