Email DaysXD

Mondays= My favorite day of the week!! Oh jeeze his email today...was the best yet!! It just cleared up every question in my mind about our future. I actually didn't cry when I read this one(big suprise I know) before his emails...well we had some complications. It was stressful wasting out emails on trying to figure out our relationship and what we want but now everything is for sure. Im waiting the full two years for him. Ive made it 103 days already! Plus, there is no point in me not waiting because in the end I know it will be him. I dont know how he made me fall so hard for him but he did it. My friends know mondays are my email days so they always ask how he is doing and whats new. I also got a letter from him last Thursday. That made me cry. I could just feel the spirit and his Love in it. One of our seminary lessons the other day was about how we all have different obstacles in life and I couldnt help but choking up because every scripture we read are ones that I read when I am missing Tim. My favorite is D&C 121:7-9. Him being gone has made me want to be stronger in the church. I want to be able to have a chance against him in scripture chases, know all the stories in the scriptures, have a stronger testimony. He is doing so much for the church that is the least I can do. I remember one time a couple weeks before he left we went to Red Lobster( i hate seafood but told him i would go because i Love him) and our waitress was a really nice lady in her mid 40s. Tim tipped he well but I felt like she needed something more. So I pulled out a passalong card and stuck it behind his credit card. Tim just looked at me and smiled. She took the bill and we waited to see what her reaction would be. She came back with bill and a HUGE smile on her face...she said,"Thanks for the card. I will defianetaly check it out." We both felt so good after. I still wonder about her and how she is doing but I guess I will never know. To think that Tim does that everyday...I cant imagine how overwhelming and strong the spirit is. Him being a missionary has made me a stronger person too and I can not be more grateful for him. All the more reason to Love him:)