Best Conversation Ever...

E~Erin
T~Tim

E:Knock knock!
T:Whose there?
E:Olive!
T: I know this one already!
E:So...
T:So why are you telling me this joke?
E:Cuz its true.
T:Whats true?
E: I thought you said you know this joke already!
T:I do but I want to hear you say it.
E:Well fine! Sine you totally just ruined my joke and forced it out of me...Olive you!
T:I didnt force it out of you!
E:Yes you did! Oh I see, You dont Olive me. *sad face*
T:Why do you always twist around what I say?
E:See!! You dont Olive me!!
T:I do too Olive you!
E:I know*giggles*
T:You're a brat!
*kiss scene* A While later...
E:I like putting olives on my fingers and pretend Im a monster!
T:Your such a dork!
E:So are you, silly! You better watch out or else the olive monster will get you!
*Erin attacks Tim*

Sometimes I Wonder...

What the H im doing... How can I wait for someone for 2 years and not know FOR SURE that it will all work out? Why would I waste my high school years waiting for one guy? How the heck am I going to do this without totally breaking down just seeing Fig Newtons because they have his last name on it? But then I think about him, about us, about everything we did, about how we acted together, about how comfortable I am with him, about all the sacrifices we made for eachother, about the first time he said I Love You to me, about how much he means to me. Right after he left I kept going back and forth on whether I should wait for him or not...one day it was yes the next day it was no. I couldnt decide and all he said before he left was "It doesnt matter because I know I can win you back over when I come back. If not I will kick his butt." I hate to say it but it was a hard decision for me. Then finally one monday, we were emailing and I told him everything I was feeling and deciding whether or not if I should wait for him or not. I WANTED too but didnt know if it was the right thing for him...then he said "I feel like you might need space, but writing in my journal and praying about it when im not praying for my investigators , it just feels right and well here I have learned more than ever to trust my feelings, and yes one of those feelings is to have you wait for me." AHH I felt like crawling up in my bed with my teddy bear from him and squeezin the crap outta him! It was such a good feeling to know that he has been praying about it too and now I know it was the right decision and I cant imagine it any other way...He is the my one and only love.

UGH! Dumb, Stupid, Ugly, Stalker Ex girlfriend.

So im pretty sure that I wanna kill Tim's ex. Seriously you guys have been over for like 2 years! He doesnt love you he love's me. You cant comment on his pictures and say that you miss him when he didnt talk to you forever. You better not be writing him letters cuz if you are I will pretty much boob punch the crap outta you. I didnt think it would get to the point where I would have to delete you from his friends but im totally thinking about it and then blackmailing you. ok not blackmailing but ugh SERIOUSLY!! Stop already...

ummm....Ok???

Tim is a dork and confusing and I wish I could talk to him so he can explain himself better...... I write too much but I dont write too much where I distract him but he doesnt read fast enough so he prints stuff out and 'I need to calm down' because I think out loud in my letters and emails to him and he is really behind because of Christmas but he only writes me hand written letters and not his family but his family comes first in email and so I need to stop writing so much so he can actually reply to them in his email time?????? "Erin, you just need to calm when you write me because you think out loud and you talk about your life and EVERYTHING" well am I not suppose to talk about my life? Only about you and whats going on in Chile. OK! Psh make up your mind boy! Im sooo flippin confused! AHHHHH!

Oh I know in my next email to him I will say "ok I wont write you much anymore" and thats it.hahaha No he would freak out and get mad at me for being a smart ass. Even though I am the biggest smart ass he knows...he should be use to it by now:P